"This momentary indiscretion has jeopardized the most important thing in my life, the person I love and respect the most, Rob. "People wanted me and Rob to be together so badly that our relationship was made into a product," Stewart explained to Magazine in a new interview out today. And that was gross to me." She was closed because "it's not that I want to hide who I am or hide anything I'm doing in my life.
But the disintegration of Robsten then was in part due to just how public their showmance-turned-off-screen-romance had become.
It's that I don't want to become a part of a story for entertainment value."Stewart always wanted to "so badly to expose myself.
I still want to protect my personal life, but I don't want to seem like I'm protecting the idea, so that does sort of feel like I owe something to people.
She's still figuring out the balance of how much to say.
"How do you feel like you're not being stolen from yet at the same time not guard yourself to the point of depriving yourself of so much goodness in life?
" She's spent sleepless nights just thinking about that, but "nothing killed me.
I was skinny as hell, I looked crazy, but I was fine.